Dare:
Whatever you haven't forgiven in David, forgive it today. Let it go. Say from my heart, "I choose to forgive."
There are things I think about in the past, but have I not forgiven David for them? It's not that I dwell on them. The thought of these things only comes up once in a long, long while, not even once a year. What feelings do they create in me when they come up? I don't hold them over David's head. They happened so long ago, almost a different lifetime. Yet, I still harbor bad feelings about them. I don't think I ever actually forgave David for them, just kind of brushed them under a rug. I guess it's time to really say from my heart, I choose to forgive these things.
Results:
It was such a busy, busy day that I didn't have time to even think about forgiveness. That also means I didn't think about anything that David needed forgiveness about. Well, my weekend starts tonight (I'm off on Fridays) and I need to take time to pray and really concentrate on forgiving David. SOme of it just seems so silly, because this stuff was all 30 years ago. I really don't think about it. But I guess it's there in the background, so it needs to be done.
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