Dare:
Dare to take God a His Word. Dare to trust Jesus Christ for salvation.
I am saved by His Blood. I do try to stray at times, but He brings me right back. I am in His hands and He won't let me go. I need to remember His love for me and how He showed it with His sacrificed.
Wow, half-way through. What will the next 20 days bring? I hope I am reinforced in what is being developed.
Results:
Today was really rough, actually I should say tonight. The day was okay. Then we went with some friends to someone's birthday part, dinner and a movie. I am ashamed to say I said some things about David's driving and I shouldn't have. I'm ashamed.
At dinner time David started with the sarcastic, biting meanness. I don't think he realizes he does it, or maybe he does. I did as I normally do, just sit there and smile. But one of our friends did defend me. That's always the way it goes. I think I'm being the nice wife by not responding but my feelings are getting hurt. I really need to talk to David about how that makes me feel rather than just sit there and take it and get more hurt. I shouldn't be letting people defend me, plus when David does that, and I just sit there and take it, I think it makes him look bad and me look like the martyr. Not the way a marriage should be.
So, there it is. I've put it out there, now I need to do something about it.
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